It’s a funny kind of day today. Not sunny enough for long enough to sit outside, but sunny enough to make you feel guilty for sitting indoors. It’s warm when the sun’s out, but chilly when it’s not. I’m sat indoors, but I’m sat near the window if that counts for anything.
I’ve been super busy this week. I went along to celebrate my Auntie’s birthday with her mid-week and it was such a beautiful evening. She was so grateful to everyone for being there and her friends had bought her such lovely presents. I made it to a fitness class and believe me that was a challenge. I did a crazy amount of running around at work this week AND I went on a terrifying high ropes course with the kids. My legs and arms were killing me by the time Friday came around, but I was also feeling super positive about the job and the future.
My friend who’s off to Australia for six months had her Leaving Do yesterday. We BBQ’d all day (through sunshine and thunderstorms) and then went out out in the evening. I had such a good time and I hope she did too. I still can’t bear the thought of her going away for so long, but I can’t wait to hear all about it when we skype.
*sighs*
I’ve got the Sunday scaries. At least I think that’s what it is. I’ve sat for about an hour and a half now feeling anxious and down and wondering where all my enthusiasm for life is gone.
As far as Dave knows, I’m keeping up with the Euros game on the TV. I do usually enjoy watching football, but when he said he wanted to watch the match this afternoon I couldn’t help feeling disgruntled. This week has been lovely and yet the look on my face right now is probably enough to convince anyone I’ve hit rock bottom.
I do think writing is helping though. I’ve no need to be feeling anxious or down. This week is going to be another lovely one, I’m sure of it… Adele’s 25 is now finally available for streaming which is going to make the drives to work much more enjoyable. Pretty Little Liars Season 7 is out too. AND Episode 10 of Game of Thrones is on tomorrow night. In fact, there’s so much good tv I need to watch, who needs sunshine? Here’s hoping it rains all week so I can spend my evenings in bed catching up on tv, guilt-free.