Dave and I's first day of house viewings was a little disheartening, but the second day (crammed full of twice as many viewings) was much more promising. We've not found our future home yet, but we have gotten to a point where we're much more clued up on what our actual deal breakers are and… Continue reading Life doesn’t stop because you’re house hunting 🏘️
Tag: anxiety
Diversions in life make way for new adventures 🗺️
Today's the best kind of Sunday - I'm off out to meet one of my best friends for a roast dinner and a country walk. The pub we've found for Sunday roast is so popular that they called me on Friday just to make sure we still wanted our table and it couldn't be offered… Continue reading Diversions in life make way for new adventures 🗺️
On my way to OK again 👌
I was right when I said that the butterflies were gentling warning me to take care. I had a wonderful day at my grandparents with family, but on Monday morning, tiredness and anxiety hit me all over again like a brick. And I felt devastated because if you were paying attention you'll remember, Monday was… Continue reading On my way to OK again 👌
When life gives you lemons, take a break 🍋
I'd reached that level of tired where everything was making me cry. In the warm evenings, I felt even more hot and bothered than I usually would. I felt constantly hungry and run down, but didn't really fancy eating anything either. Smoothies became my best friend - I find when I'm low on energy having… Continue reading When life gives you lemons, take a break 🍋
Daydreamer 💭
I've been trying my absolute hardest not to grumble about the heat this week and I've felt better for finding a way to be positive about the fact it's summer. And that's not to say I haven't loved all of the autumnal content popping up from my fellow autumn/winter lovelies, but embracing summer and all the joyous things that come with it has helped to turn my frown upside down...
Swinging away the butterflies 🎶
Filling in my planner Monday morning, I popped 'inhale confidence, exhale doubt' on my list of priorities as I knew I'd need to believe in myself to tackle the week ahead. In moments of anxiety and nausea it was harder to remember that, but finding confidence did get me through two days at the office and some really important meetings...
Thirty and Thriving 🙌
It's Sunday, the sun is shining and we've a roast dinner cooking away - nothing makes me happier than a day like this one. We've got family staying, I'm one beer down and I'm feeling more chilled than I have in ages. (Besides the football nerves of course - it's been a nervy couple of… Continue reading Thirty and Thriving 🙌
Memories and DMCs 🥹
Last week was a tough one at work. Emotions were high and with a high workload in the mix too, it was hard to switch off. But a wise person told me not to underestimate the power of regular mini breaks. And of using those breaks to identify tension and do something about it -… Continue reading Memories and DMCs 🥹
Fake it ’til you make it 🍹
My cheeks feel warm and rosy, in that way they only do after a couple of days out in the sunshine. Those chilly gale force winds seem to have passed through and this weekend has been verging on summery! It turns out Angel, Islington is the perfect place to spend a sunny Saturday afternoon. Yesterday… Continue reading Fake it ’til you make it 🍹
Windswept, tired, but happy 🫖
I'm curled up on the sofa in comfy pants and a jumper, watching the trees outside the window wave in the wind. I can't help smiling when I notice they're getting greener by the minute. The air has definitely smelt more spring-like the last couple of days and I've really enjoyed getting out and about - even if it has meant returning home windswept and tired two days in a row...
Healthy Changes 🪟
I've made a few really healthy changes this week and I'm well chuffed about it. We re-arranged my desk on Monday so that I can see out of the window more easily. When I'm sat at my desk working, no-matter how confident and motivated I feel, I'm filled with adrenaline. I imagine this feeling is heightened for me, because I'm a nervous Nellie, but this is probably the case for most of us...
You May Never Really Find Yourself 🌸
Spring is in the air and I can gradually feel my energy levels rising. I'm sure I'm not alone. There's something about living longer days, seeing growing buds on trees and smelling freshly cut grass that just boosts those happy hormones...
Los Angeles, Mexico City and Home Together Again
The sun is shining through our living room windows, Willow is sunbathing next to me and Dave is about to start cooking dinner. Just a week back home together and it feels as though he never went away. I hadn't imagined my previous blog post would be the last before I left for LA; I… Continue reading Los Angeles, Mexico City and Home Together Again
Rain, butterflies and a chocolate covered cappuccino
It's a gloomy, rainy Sunday here, but the clocks sprung forward in the UK last night and so warmer, sunnier days are definitely on the way - hooray! Any of you who have been reading along long enough/know me well enough will know, I secretly love a gloomy day anyway. Right now, I'm curled up… Continue reading Rain, butterflies and a chocolate covered cappuccino
I look like I’ve got this: Everyone has their own stuff going on
I hit rock bottom Wednesday morning. I felt extremely alone and I missed Dave terribly. I felt like I wasn't going to be able to go on without things going back to the way they were. I couldn't accept the change (even if temporary). And I didn't want to either. I wanted to be able… Continue reading I look like I’ve got this: Everyone has their own stuff going on
Facing a Whole New Year One Day at a Time
Just finished washing up and my fingers are all wrinkly, as if I've just got out of a lovely long bath. My hair's a total mess and I'm wearing an old jumper with pyjama bottoms, but I feel like writing for the first time in forever, so I'm smiling hugely (Hey there 2023 readers and… Continue reading Facing a Whole New Year One Day at a Time
Saying Goodbye: Family time in the Scottish Highlands
It's been some time since my last post, it's nearly party season and I'm still nowhere near full of beans. I am up early today and packed for a few days away in the BEAUTIFUL Scottish Highlands with family. We're staying in Kinlochleven - a village that's full of special memories for us a family.… Continue reading Saying Goodbye: Family time in the Scottish Highlands
Every day’s a school day
I've learned three things this week. 1. Paddington Station is hands down the most confusing station in London and it's no wonder Paddington Bear ended up lost when he tried to navigate it alone. Friday night some super lovely friends and I had arranged to meet there, because we were kick-starting a night of celebrations… Continue reading Every day’s a school day
Sunday Night Butterflies: Dealing With Anxiety on a Sunday
Sipping peppermint tea and as ever, trying to keep the Sunday night butterflies at bay - work is manic at the minute and whilst I'm actually looking forward to this week, I can't help feeling a little nervous too. I've spent a little while deciding whether to write today. It's been an overwhelming, monumental and… Continue reading Sunday Night Butterflies: Dealing With Anxiety on a Sunday
All Storms Really Do Pass
Honestly? This week wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. On Tuesday, returning to work after the bank holiday, I had a really rubbish brain day. My head was full of fluff and anxiety and everything felt difficult. I stumbled through, but by the end of it, I had a mighty tension headache and tears in my… Continue reading All Storms Really Do Pass
Full of Pride
Curled up on the sofa with the cutest puppy ever, watching his favourite Disney+ TV show (yes, he has a favourite). Happy bank holiday to everyone in the UK! And all the love in the world to anyone who's having to work through it. You've got this and I hope you get some you-time soon!… Continue reading Full of Pride
Girls just wanna have fun
Happy Sunday! It actually is such a happy Sunday in my world today. I'm full of banana and blueberry waffles, which were good for the body and soul when enjoyed with a coffee this morning. The sun is shining, but it's nowhere near as hot and sticky in the flat as it has been the… Continue reading Girls just wanna have fun
A Fresh Perspective
The picture hasn't really changed since I wrote my last post about taking life one scorcher of a day at a time. I'm still plodding through, trying to remember to drink water, eat well and shave my legs. And trying not to let the news get me down. The last few days have been better,… Continue reading A Fresh Perspective
One scorcher of a day at a time
There's absolutely no doubt it's summer now: I've got an insect bite on my elbow which is so itchy I could scream, I have tan lines on my feet where my sandals should be and I'm running out of summery enough clothes to wear. As a winter girl, I'm trying to make the best of… Continue reading One scorcher of a day at a time
Remember when rock was young
Coming to you wearing joggers, with a massive mug of tea in hand. It has been an incredible weekend full of live music, good food and wonderful people. I'm feeling grateful but also, admittedly, a little worn out - thank goodness it's Sunday. Today's been everything I've needed. I'm thanking past Bronwen for leaving the… Continue reading Remember when rock was young
Blogging Goodbye to Butterflies 